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I still love you.

You came to my life. And for that i was torn between the two. Was so confused at first. Heels was all over my head. Don't want to upset both party. But had to at the end.

Made up my mind to be with you. Because i feel that you are the one. The one that i feel comfortable with. The one that were always there for me. The one i been searching for. The one that i love dearly since my last love. The one that show me that love is possible all over again. The one and only prawn.

And so as day by day pass. We got more closer. Sacrifice many things just to be with you. Didn't mind about your past at all. Even though it affects us in many way now. Loved every single minute that we spent together. From true and dare i know you more. Really true and dare says it all.

Had our moments of issue. But yesterday issue. Was the one i will never forget. I really can't take it. It really hurts my heart from top to bottom. It was fine. Till i brought up that subject. It wasn't a big issue. But you made it like one. And for that i was really hurt. Of two things i was hurt. One is the starting of why we quarrel. Two is the things that you said to me. Afterwards you just say sorry? Just like that, after everything that happen you said sorry? It's not that i don't or can't forgive you. You were unreasonable and make a small issue to a big one without me being in a wrong what so ever. And expect me to forgive you? Oh come on. Like this if it were to happen everyday. Then you will just say sorry and i should forgive you is it?

Suddenly something came up to my mind. Did i make a right decision? Haish. But the way you ran out to searched for me and cried out loud. I now realise that you really loved me alot. But that doesn't justify that i should act as if nothing has happen. Hmmm. All night i been wondering. You got me wondering if my feelings for you have change. Haish.

Did not want it to be like this. Hope so not. I still do love you. It's just that.... Argh! I don't know how to put it into words. Ony been one day did not get to see you. And now i feel like it's been weeks i haven't meet you. I'm sorry from the way i react i was to harsh. If it weren't for you. I would have not update my dead blog. I can only dream that nothing happened yesterday. But when i woke up. I then realise it's not a dream. It's reality. Haish. Seriously i miss you my prawn. I don't ask for anything. I just ask for you to understand me. Hopefully everything will be just fine.